越近，我們便會越遠

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終於睇左CLOSER。(咦？！出左DVD咩？！) 未，借返來的老翻。。比自己CHEAP一次半次，因為想睇左好耐。
睇完之後，飲杯水，睇完YAHOO，慢了十五分鐘才突然悲從中來，紅了眼圈兒(一陣仲可能嚎哭，好似果次睇完無痛失戀咁。出晒字幕熄埋機，先突然洪水暴發)。
因為她說的就是血淋淋，鐵一般的真實。人都是這樣。當我們越發靠近，便越會做出各種傷害彼此關係的笨事。突然之間，發現原來面前這個人的陌生，和自己的醜陋。當真實太鉅細無遺地放在面前時，很難不感到傷感。只是為什麼面對一些自己都一清二楚的真實，仍會感到傷感？會流眼淚？

另一個我想大哭的原因，可能是我在越看越夭心，害怕的同時，我老公一臉茫然咁話佢睇唔明。。Y_Y

Part II
It is funny that we sometimes have different feeling, view, if watched a movie twice. As requested by my hubby (who insisted the reason for his not-understanding is cos he was onlined during last show. Although, he was still with his notebook, onlined, during this second show...), we watched "Closer" one again tonite.
In the movie, 'stranger' and 'truth' have been emphasized over and over. It is awful to see Den crying at his last scene with Larry. Who would love this man? Men always want the truth. But in fact, men are so weak to accept the truth.
Why are truth so important? To the women in the movie, truth is just a piece of shit. Understanding, trust, gentleness count more. But for Den and Larry, they always wanted the truth.
But, when think twice, if truth is not important, why might we pick the pill which take me to the real world, if we were Neo of Matrix? I do not have answer for myself...
It is good that I don't feel that sad after experienced this movie twice. And, I still cannot understand what the movie wants to express with last scene that all men seems to be crazy with Jane pass through New York? New life makes one beautiful?